Cut Me Open

I'm angry.

When I'm angry,

I get sad.

And when I get sad,

I get stressed.

And when I get stressed,

I wanna EAT ICE CREAM.

So,

I got out of the library a little bit early at 9.15pm to go get my ice cream at Che Din's.

Sedih.

They don't have any ice cream tonight.

"Tomorrow," that man said, "come back tomorrow."

I DON'T WANT TOMORROW! I WANT IT NOW!! (Wailing and kicking and stomping on the ground like a 10 year old.)

So I got back to my room,

depressed and disappointed.

I find comfort when I open my locked locker...

Inside,

my comforter,

my lover,

my GUITAR.

Yea yea yea I know I said I'm not gonna play for 20 days.

But I was desperate to at least destroy something...

And all I can think of right now are...

My fingers and voice.

After a few plays, (yes I play the guitar)

and a few SCREAM-like singing,

I only managed to destroy people's patience in me.

Hahaha~

Orang tengah study mau exam aku pla melepaskan stress,

apa orang tak marah.

I was ready for someone to come into my room and beat me up.

But no one dared.

Darn.

Come on, hit me!

Punch me!

Kick me!

I won't fight back!!

(That excludes people who knew me personally. U guys are out of the question...)

Lalalala~~

Can't study tonight.

My brain kept blocking any new information,

no matter how hard I tried.

And only by writing these down I feel a little bit better.

A BIT.

Darn these ants.

(Mode bercakap sendiri)

How did U get into my room?

I don't keep any sweet things in my room!

Oh...where did that half-eaten Cadbury came from?

Oh and that KoKo Krunch?

And wait, is that.....KFC's Pocketful? 

(Eye shining, went in closer to inspect.)

Oh darn it's just last week's Hot Dog Bun that I forgot to finish eating..

Oh well.

It still looks good to eat. 

Nyum Nyum~

We-we-we so Excited.

Menyesal beli makanan awal-awal tadi.

Serotonin cepat bertindak membuatkan aku tertidur tym baca nota Cerebral Cortex.

Sempat aku mimpi makan otak manusia otak manusia yang besar gila ni bercakap dengan aku...

Mr. Otak: Zen. I have something U need. (creepy tone)

Aku: What what what O giant delicious ice-cream looking brain! (kesan puasa aiskrim)

Mr. Otak: I know what questions that will be out on Ur exam..

Dengan itu, aku mengeluarkan komputer yang sebijik macam komputer aku tym skulah rendah dulu dari poket. 

Pastu aku on komputer tu.

*Windows 97 startup theme song playing*

Yes! On!

Pastu aku kena tunggu 15 minit untuk habis startup.

Pastu aku buka notepad.

Sedia untuk menaip soalan-soalan bocor dari Mr. Otak.

Tup tup tengok Mr. Otak dah tidur....

Penat menunggu...

Terus tu aku tengok pose Mr. Otak tidur..

Memang serupa dengan Marshmallow yang aku makan 4 tahun lepas.

Tiba-tiba pula air liur aku meleleh...

Aku jalan slow-slow menghampiri Mr. Otak.

Aku kuarkan Katana dari poket seluar aku, sedia untuk menerkam....

Tiba-tiba,

Badan aku bergegar dan aku rebah ke atas tanah.

Macam tiba-tiba ada epilepsy.

Pastu aku nampak dari jauh Mr. Otak sedang ketawakan aku..

Sambil aku buat tarian poco-poco sambil baring tu, aku dapat dengar lagu yang sungguh mengasyikkan...

*Friday, friday, gotta get down on friday~*

Tidaaaaakkkkkk~~~!!!!

Aku terbangun.

Ada orang kol aku.

Cess.....

Baru jak mau bangunkan Mr. Otak minta soalan bocor.......

=p

20 Day Challenge

I'm challenging myself.

I've decided not to log in to my facebook for 20 days.

At least until exams finish.

Miahaha~~

Gila tak?

Nope.

Just challenging myself.

Pushing myself to the limit.

Tengok dapat ke tak aku buat.

Oh,

To do the facebook thingy is...uhm......easy lah...

Maybe.

But then I've also decided to refrain myself from playing my guitar for that period of time also.

INI LAGI LAH AKU RASA MUSTAHIL MAU BUAT!

Huhu~~

Takpa.....I should challenge myself...

Ya...

Most of U would probably be asking, (aku rasa xda pun yang tertanya...perasan jap yang aku ni feymes...)

why in the world would I do this?

Well,

the facebook thing is reasonable lah.

The guitar thing might not.

Because that's the only thing,

beside facebook,

that can actually alleviate my stress of studying.

But it is also a reason for me not studying.

HAHA~~

So,

let the game begins!!!

Ada idea lagi tak apa benda aku patut challenge diriku yang serba kekurangan ni? (Ngehehe~)

P/S: Aku cari2 dalam web tadi pasal mnemonics pa benda suma tu.

Found some really interesting webs.

I'll give 'em here.

See if it works for some of U guys. ^^

O yea, there's an ebook too.

LOVE IT!!

Anatomy Mnemonics

Medical Mnemonics

Ebook!

Yang ebook tu download ah sendiri. Kejap jak tu.... ^^

"S4 is what you wipe, S5-put your finger in it!"

-----------Dermatomes.... If U know what it means. HAHA

Toodles!

What I Wrote For My English Essay

I like writing.

No, wait, let me rephrase that,

I like typing.

Typing won't make my hand cramp.

And o yea,

I like typing things I wanna type.

Not those exam thingy..

But since I'm a student,

I HAVE TOO.

Kay, this morning I had Writing Test.

Essay writing.

There were two topics to choose from,

I chose the new advances in technology made changes in method of transport and how they travel blah blah blah blah. Uhm... Dia minta benefits and disadvantages.

So, uhm.... this was what I wrote.

PLEASE DO NOT READ OF U ARE NOT YET READY TO READ A VERY VERY BAD WRITING OF MINE. NOT FORGETTING A REAAAALLLLLYYYY DULL AND BORING ONE!! IF U LOVE URSELF, DON'T READ.

U'VE BEEN WARNED.

The first wheel ever created by man was during the 650 A.D. The first wheel was of stones and it took man a long time before they figure out hot to exactly get that wheel and use it to provide man with the ability to travel. Modern advances has since done changes to the original idea of rock wheels. After rock, it was replaced by wood since it is lighter, and now we have wheels made up of rubber and metals. The wheels have changed, so does the transport method. Cars, planes, trains and a lot more to list but due to insufficient time ans space on this paper, I'll only list them up to this point only... Thus, it is an inevitable fact that these changes has its own pros and cons.

One of the benefits of having these new advances in technology is that now, man can travel all over the world in a short period of time. Back in those days, travelling from let's say Japan to Malaysia via water will take a few days if not weeks! But now via air, a more convenient way and not forgetting exceptionally cheaper using Airasia, it will only take a few hours! See how fast that is! We could be in two places in one time, not meaning it literally though but that's how fast we can go from one destination to another.

Other than that, the pros that we get is now it's even easier for people who are incapable of travelling via foot, in other means incapable of walking to travel just anywhere around the world! Wheelchair can only take them to places within reach, but using airplanes, ships, cars, they can go to Rome, Paris, Korea, just ANYWHERE! Modern technology has done great by helping people like them to go anywhere as they please and discover the world with their own eyes.

However, not everything is perfect. Eventhough new breakthroughs such as these has done great for us, they hace their own disadvantages too. Since it is easier for us to get from one place to another, people travel easier. Not only people though, but bacterias and viruses too! An example of such occurrences is the pandemic outbreak in 2009, the H1N1 virus, also known as Swine Flu. Started in China, the flu spreads in just a blink of an eye. First it was is China, then Korea, then Japan, Malaysia, America and so on! Soon it was affecting people from all over the world! How? Humans became the medium for these viruses to travel, and airplanes, ships, become human's, and that is how the pandemic starts.

To conclude, not every creation of man is perfect. We all can learn how to use it, but since we are gifted with the ability to think, we can use it as well as misuse it and abuse it. I'm glad though because man are evolving. Soon, even more and more invention will be brought forward to make our life easier! Next thing we know, someone somewhere might even have perfected the formula to travel through means of teleportation!

Yup. That was it.

I know it's bad.

I don't think U guys will really read it.

Haha~

I wasn't serious when I was writing this essay.

But, I wrote it anyway and gave it to the teacher.

Hahaha~

I was laughing the whole time I was writing....

Lalalala~~

And I'm Feeling....GOOOOOOODD~~~

Curi sedikit dari lagu Michael Buble Feeling Good.

Hoho~

Yesterday went to 1Borneo with some of my friends.

Ok,

I know what you're thinking.

"Berjalan je budak ni, exam dah dekat!"

"Tak study ke???"

Haha.

Bukan selalu BAH.

K,

The first party, which comprises of 4 people went to KK with my dad.

We got there at my Fa's workplace at about 8.15am.

My tummy was starting to deny the presence of the Milo that I had this morning.

And I need to get REAL food in there.

Luckily my dad brought us to go eat breakfast.

Dad, it's like you had read my mind.

MWAHAHAHA~

Later, we united with the second party, which comprises of only one person.

Hmm....so do we still call it a party?

Ah, biar lah.

Now we are 5.

Cukup2 ahli buat Power Rangers.

Makan Mcflurry di Karamunsing,

And then we went by foot to uhm......hmm....where?

I don't know...

Kawan bawa,

aku ikut je.

X amik tahu pun.

Hahahah~

Singgah Centre Point,

Just went there a few days ago with my family.

Lost a couple of hundreds that day,

Good times,

good times.....

Later,

kami pegi naik shuttle bas pegi 1B.

It's free.

Nasib baik.

Hahaha~

We waited an hour before we get to ride the bus with some tourist.

Tourist comes first ah..

Locals,

well.....comes second.

Ok,

dalam bas tu aku tertidur.

Almost to the point where I don't give a hoot to the surroundings,

and just sleep, sleep, sleep.

Hua3~

Arrived at 1Borneo.

Makan gula2,

jalan2,

talk2,

duduk2,

gambar2,

kna marah2,

arnab2,

coklat2,

and last but not least,

GAME2.

HAHAHAH~

Bangganya aku dapat mengalahkan 1 orang kawan aku ni!!!

MWAHAHAHA~

Dia kalahkan aku dalam game main drum,

I said the reason i lost was because I'm still new.

(kaver2)

Pastu, dia bawa main 1 game ntah apa namanya tu.

I don't know how to play,

but after a few seconds of playing,

I scored a goal.

Ok~

I now know how to play!

And I LOVE it!!!!!!

The final score was 8-3.

I scored an 8.

Yihaaaaa~!!

And that's about it.

Haih Zen,

Now you don't have anymore reason to not study.

Study Zen. Study.

Your PA wants to meet you after the holidays.

You don't want to feel guilty meeting her right?

So, study Zen study...

9 Years

9 years doesn't seem so bad...

What 9 years?

What am I talking about?

Well,

5 years of studying (hopefully!),

4 years of being HO and MO.

Which then equals to 9 sucky years.

But I think it's all gonna be worth it.

9 years huh..

Oh well~

Better this than not doing anything at all right?

Haha!

p/s: Today's hospital attachment wasn't that much fun as I thought it would be.. Huhu

Pics credit to Google Images

One Busy Week

Yup.

Almost every night I got meetings.

And then almost every night my plan to study would fail.

*ceh...alasan...*

So, another week passes by.

Another week closer to Selenjar 3.

Hope I'm ready for it this time.

No more dilly-dallying anymore Zen!

It's almost to late to get back up now,

but U can do it!!!

Rintihan hati yang tak kedengaran..

Sebaliknya....yang selalu ku ikuti...

Ala Zen,

Chillax!

Still got time ma~!

Eat ice cream.

Eat ice cream!

In case U fail this one,

Still got Pro ma!

No worries!

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. . . . . . . . . . .

. . . . . . .

. . . .

. . .

I think I should pick one side to listen now...

Haiyaa.....

I kinda like the Ice cream part though....

4 days without ice cream now...

And I'm doing good!

Hmm...

Better go get one now....

^^V

O ya...Malam ni Malam Kebudayaan India.

Yippeee!!!!!

I'm saving my voice for later.

Tadi sudah penat berteriak menyokong Angah dan Pija debat.

Malam ni untuk kawan-kawan yang perform lak.

Miahaha~

=.=''

I can feel those times where I lost my voice is coming back again..

Dahlah tekak pun sakit sekarang..

Hahahaha

Bila Dah Mampat Otak ngn Benda Ntah Pape 3

Abour an hour ago,
Tini came to my room.
Saying she can't study.
And how she wasted her time so much last night.
Haha.
I smiled.
Macamlah aku x buang masa smalam ngan YouTube.
Miahahaha~

Pastu,
dia ajak makan megi.


megi ak lak tu!
Ah, lantaklah.
Oleh sebab kesian ngan dia (hehe)
Aku pun bagi jak lah.
Dia masak,
Using my Tupperware,
Then, I joined in eating a little.
(I was already full drinking 5 spoons of milk earlier.. ^^)
While eating, we watched a 35minutes worth of movie.
Hahaha~

After the movie finished,
along with both TWO packets of my Maggi,
she ran back to her room,
leaving me with the dirty dishes.
Ceh......

Xpa la....
Hu..
I should've seen this one coming.

Oh no!!!
I ate maggi today!
When I told myself I should stop!!!!
IT'S UNHEALTHY!!

=.='

Esok exam...
Mati lah....

Lalalala~

I'm In Pain~~

Seriously...it hurts...

I still can feel the pain...

But I still need to endure it.

I NEED to.

Because it's training.

Wushu training it is.

LOL

Today, first day of Ramadhan,

At 5pm, we had Wushu training.

These are a few of the steps we had to do today.

Some of them were hard to do,

and I kept on falling because of my d**m shoes!

They're so slippery!

Remind me to buy new ones once I have money..

Stretch stretch stretch.

I was told by 1 of our Wushu Master that I was flexible.

*blush*

I am???

Hehehe...

All thanks to my mom.

She forced me to stretch like that everyday.

So I got used to it.

Hahaha

My first time joining a martial arts thingy club.

And it was FUN!!

Most of the members, (99.9%) are Chinese.

2 of them are Muslims (but not malay ok?) and 2 are Indians.

But I'm the only 1 with tudung...

Odd one out...

And I can see people passing by talking bout me.

But 난 상관 없어~

It's my life.

Boo the haters!!!!

Hehehe...

I'll never let anything bring me down when I'm already enjoying myself!!

And what's more, I got special attention.

He..he..he..

Since I don't speak Chinese (or so they thought),

they had to translate everything to me,

and they had to show every move to me,

checking if I was okay or not doing it.

He..he...he...

Fun, Fun, Fun....

I hope I can be like her one day...

Wow~

Okay Zen~

Study Study GO!!!

화이팅!!!

*All pictures credit to GOOGLE. ^ ^

How To Study Right

Credits to Google. ^ ^

Who said studying is boring?

No they are not...

I can guarantee you that studying won't be as boring as usual if you follow what I'm doing...

1. Open book. (It can be whatever topic, as long as you open one)

2. Flip through pages until you find something to study about. (I usually get attracted to pictures, but if you happen to open a book with no pictures, draw one...)

3. Read. While doing this, try to imagine and understand what you are actually reading about. If you want, make notes. (I rarely makes notes that I read again after making it.. Somehow those notes disappear...hmm....)

4. Understand fully. Don't memorize! If you memorize those crucial information, you tend to forget it during exams in case you PANICKED. (Believe me, it happened to me tons of times before...)

5. Ask friends, seniors or even lecturers if you don't understand. (I RARELY go to lecturers, usually i discuss it with my friends...Hmm....)

6. Whenever neighbours come in visit you in your dorm, pretend that you're studying, and hide those PSPs!! (The reason for this is so that they'll think that you're a very keen and hardworking student..uhuk3...padahal!!)

7. Whenever you can't take in any more information through your head, SLEEP. (I would just get crazy and hunt people to annoy... He..he..he...)

8. If people come and ask you, try your very best to explain, and then say "Actually I don't understand it myself..."ㅋㅋㅋ~)

9. Change position when studying as much as possible! (In one hour, I can make 50+ studying poses)

10. Sing while studying. At least you can annoy you roommates at the same time... LOL.

11. Last but not least, never study with your best friends!! This is suicide and wasting time only! You'd end up talking bout something else. But, if you have friends who know how to stop (I know I can't) talking, then you got your self a good study mate!!

I'm not an expert in studying myself. And studying varies with types of people.

Some people can take 10 long hours of non-stop studying (like someone I know..uhuk3), but unlike me, I study at least 2-3 hours per day. I rest a lot, making excuses that I wanna eat lah, sleep lah, sing lah, dance lah, etc.

So, study lah ikut suka kamu.

However, there are some techniques or tips that are quite useful for SOME people like me. I highly recommend it...for me... LOL~ Here it is~

1. Buy books with lots of diagrams. Words are dull.

2. Mind maps. (Yes baby!)

3. Music. (My life)

4. Victims to annoy.

5. Milo. (For eating, of course!)

6. Sleep. (not for a long time, just for about 10-20min tops!)

7. Water. Make sure you have 2-3 bottles of water next to you. To prevent dehydration and exhaustion of the brain....Hik3

8. Tissue. To wipe blood coming out of your nose.

9. Duct Tapes. To tape you're annoying roommate to the chair. (I had never found a roommate who is more annoying than me...)

10. Colorful pens and highlighters. To make your notes, (or in my case, my friends' notes) more colourful.

11. Uhm... Milk? Meaw~

Ok, that's about it.. I get crazy with studying. With the course that I'm taking, studying is endless. Even when we are on our sick beds we'll still be studying!! I guess I since I chose this path, I have to go along with it.

ㅋㅋㅋ~

All we need the most are the enthusiasm and the will to not fail and let your parents down. Do it for yourself! Not for your parents! This is your life! YOU decide what you want in your life!!!

Haven't decided it yet?

Ok.....

I'll wait...

Decide now...

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Done??

Ok!! Now go for it!!!!!!!! 아자아자 FIGHTING!!

A New Start in USM

Orientation....

Huh... Lots of lectures..
They gave us a lot of information about what we'll be facing here and all, but...
I fell asleep half the time someone was holding a mic on d stage.
The only time i didn't close my eyes was the night there was free food on the table!
Ah...food....*drools*

Okay, let me start all the blabber bout the orientation.
Huh, OK.
The first day, 3rd of July 2010.

Arrived at USM Health Campus at 9am or so.
My first impression???
WOAW!!!!

Then reaching the hostel room...
UGH...

Then the orientation..
YEAY!! WOAW!! HUH....UHM........

That's all I can say... I'm pretty much speechless during the whole first week I was here. LOL

But the only thing that I remembered well, beside all the taklimat we had in that orientation. was the Dinner with Vice Chancellor. Yes....food...FREE FOOD!
A few of us volunteered doing some performance. My roommate in dancing, some MC-ing, Dikir Barat-ing, while I volunteered in ACTING.
It was D**N FUN!!!!!

I played a small part only, a tomboy.
But it was worth my time.
I only got a few pics from that day/night.

The two guys playing the pondans...



These are the crews! No malays boys or even Indian. waddehel? Haha... Nvr mind, althoug most of them are chinese, I understand what they are all plnaning and talking bout anyways, so no biggie. I met many interesting people.


Haha... I made the pics extra small cause...uhm....well I dunno if the other members would like their face on any blog. Some of these people don't even have a facebook, so...I'd better respect that... Hahaha..

Then, after the orientation, our group wen camping in Kem Jeram Mengaji, Pasir Puteh, Kelantan.
It was a BEAUTIFUL PLACE..for me...


The river...



The people playing in it...


My friends...



So, to sum up that tiring week, it was fun...and tiring!

After the camp, the next day was class.
Haiyoo...

Ok, there wasn't much for us to do during the first week of class. Again, as usual, i fell asleep during those lectures. The only time I didn't fell asleep on was when Prof. Madya Dr. Faridah was lecturing. She's an interesting and inspiring fella. Huh... She achieved sooo much yet she never portrays it like some people would.

Oh yea!! I didn't fell asleep also when I volunteered...again..for a role play. I'm currently volunteering for two role plays. And the first meeting is about to start in a few hours from now. Gotta prepare my lines. Heh...

Till Then!!