Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
Blog Challenge: Week 4 (25th-31st July)
Here, the last challenge thingy.
I promise this is the last of it.
Kind of a relief to finally finish it~
K, let's start!
Write 5 moments that you think you will never forget.
1. The moment when my dad said 'I'm proud of you.' after I got my SPM result in 2009.
2. The moment when I got my first camera phone in 2007. Form 4. It was my dad's company's phone, but he gave it to me since he already has a PDA. :P
3. That day when I made a decision at 26th November 2010. Not regretting it. Nuh uh.
4. Spending time with the manuks. Either messing around in the DK, or going around town looking for a place to hang or simply going for a ride.
5. All family members are in one house and just having fun like we all used to a few years back when we were just kids. Ah~ Those were the days.
Tiba-tiba rasa noltagia betul pula. Cett...
Write 5 things you wished to have for a long time but still not have it.
1. Mini Zoo. I love animals. So I used to tease my mom into making one in our own backyard. (or front yard. Coz our front yard is much bigger than the back. =p) I wanted all kinds of cute and fluffy animals. Rabbits, puppies, cats, sheeps and so on.
2. Swimming pool. Well.. Uhm.. we do have our own swimming pool right there in front of our house. It's more of just a POOL without the swimming. It's small. So my dad turn it into a fish pond. Ah~ Missed those days where we would fill it with water, jump in, and pretended to swim even though it's just knee-length.
3. Any Apple product I guess? Just to get a taste of it. I wanna know why it's soo cool. Just give me an iPod, and I'll be happy. Hahaha
4. My own driving license. I wanted to take it since 2008. But since one problem grow then another, I just can't seem to apply for my license. I know I can't drive yet. But it doesn't mean I can't learn right?
5. Mini Library. I tried making my own from the large collections of books in my house. But, my collections were never enough. It's full of books that I WON'T EVER EVER read. From my mom's Romance novels to my dad's college books and my big sis's big thick books, I don't think I'd even open those kinds of books even if they were the last books in...uhm...my house. If they were the last on Earth and I have no other source of entertainment. then I'd READ them. Haha
Write 5 things that people ever said to you and somehow made you think.
Some are quite harsh, I know, but it definitely made me think. =D
1. 'Ko ni tiada pendirian langsung!'
2. "Nama jak pandai, tapi berfikir macam palui."
3. "U don't get it. And U still won't get it. Sendiri mau ingat. Get that?"
4. "Even Dr. Mahathir failed once in his studies. We're just humans. People fail all the time. The differences are whether they are willing to stand back up after falling down." Thanks Mom. :)
5. "Zen ni memang tiada feeling lah. Robot. Scene sedih bukan ko menangis, ketawa pula. Tengok benda jijik-jijik pun boleh-boleh ko kata kiut. Pelik lah ko ni Zen."
Last line tu aku taktau apa mau tulis sudah. Malas mau fikir. Banyak sebenarnya. Tapi tak ingat. Hahahah
Ok. I'm done with this challenge thingy! Had fun doing it though! Next time mau buat challenge gak lah. Mau buat yang best-best jugak. Hahaha
I promise this is the last of it.
Kind of a relief to finally finish it~
K, let's start!
Write 5 moments that you think you will never forget.
1. The moment when my dad said 'I'm proud of you.' after I got my SPM result in 2009.
2. The moment when I got my first camera phone in 2007. Form 4. It was my dad's company's phone, but he gave it to me since he already has a PDA. :P
3. That day when I made a decision at 26th November 2010. Not regretting it. Nuh uh.
4. Spending time with the manuks. Either messing around in the DK, or going around town looking for a place to hang or simply going for a ride.
5. All family members are in one house and just having fun like we all used to a few years back when we were just kids. Ah~ Those were the days.
Tiba-tiba rasa noltagia betul pula. Cett...
Write 5 things you wished to have for a long time but still not have it.
1. Mini Zoo. I love animals. So I used to tease my mom into making one in our own backyard. (or front yard. Coz our front yard is much bigger than the back. =p) I wanted all kinds of cute and fluffy animals. Rabbits, puppies, cats, sheeps and so on.
2. Swimming pool. Well.. Uhm.. we do have our own swimming pool right there in front of our house. It's more of just a POOL without the swimming. It's small. So my dad turn it into a fish pond. Ah~ Missed those days where we would fill it with water, jump in, and pretended to swim even though it's just knee-length.
3. Any Apple product I guess? Just to get a taste of it. I wanna know why it's soo cool. Just give me an iPod, and I'll be happy. Hahaha
4. My own driving license. I wanted to take it since 2008. But since one problem grow then another, I just can't seem to apply for my license. I know I can't drive yet. But it doesn't mean I can't learn right?
5. Mini Library. I tried making my own from the large collections of books in my house. But, my collections were never enough. It's full of books that I WON'T EVER EVER read. From my mom's Romance novels to my dad's college books and my big sis's big thick books, I don't think I'd even open those kinds of books even if they were the last books in...uhm...my house. If they were the last on Earth and I have no other source of entertainment. then I'd READ them. Haha
Write 5 things that people ever said to you and somehow made you think.
Some are quite harsh, I know, but it definitely made me think. =D
1. 'Ko ni tiada pendirian langsung!'
2. "Nama jak pandai, tapi berfikir macam palui."
3. "U don't get it. And U still won't get it. Sendiri mau ingat. Get that?"
4. "Even Dr. Mahathir failed once in his studies. We're just humans. People fail all the time. The differences are whether they are willing to stand back up after falling down." Thanks Mom. :)
5. "Zen ni memang tiada feeling lah. Robot. Scene sedih bukan ko menangis, ketawa pula. Tengok benda jijik-jijik pun boleh-boleh ko kata kiut. Pelik lah ko ni Zen."
Last line tu aku taktau apa mau tulis sudah. Malas mau fikir. Banyak sebenarnya. Tapi tak ingat. Hahahah
Ok. I'm done with this challenge thingy! Had fun doing it though! Next time mau buat challenge gak lah. Mau buat yang best-best jugak. Hahaha
Sunday, July 24, 2011
A Suicide Note
To whom it may concern,
I do not have the courage to live anymore. I don't think anyone wants me anymore. The pain and suffering is beginning to become unbearable for me. Everyday I lived looking at the empty space. Dark. Pointless. Nothing to make me want to go on with my life. I've been stuck in an empty cupboard. Large, but I'm alone. The only person I love and had once loved me, no longer cares for me. I long for her to come and reach out for me, but I realize now that that will never happen. Therefore, I decided to leave this beautiful world that I have grown to love. I want to live, I do. But I don't think there's any point in living anymore. I'm sorry. I hope with my passing, everyone can live a better life.
I leave my bow tie to my one and only love.
Yours Truly,
Teddy.
I do not have the courage to live anymore. I don't think anyone wants me anymore. The pain and suffering is beginning to become unbearable for me. Everyday I lived looking at the empty space. Dark. Pointless. Nothing to make me want to go on with my life. I've been stuck in an empty cupboard. Large, but I'm alone. The only person I love and had once loved me, no longer cares for me. I long for her to come and reach out for me, but I realize now that that will never happen. Therefore, I decided to leave this beautiful world that I have grown to love. I want to live, I do. But I don't think there's any point in living anymore. I'm sorry. I hope with my passing, everyone can live a better life.
I leave my bow tie to my one and only love.
Yours Truly,
Teddy.
A note I found on my desk.
Bila Berdebat Dengan Orang Yang Tidak Percaya
D: Jom pegi kedai!!
Aku: Alah malas lah mau pegi kedai ni.
D: Palui bukan ko berjalan kaki juga pegi sana! Aku drive bah!
Aku: Iya lah.. Aku malas mau get ready... Pakai tudung apa semua tu..
D: Tidak payahlah pakai tudung! Pegi jak macam tu!
Aku: Eeee tak boleh D, dosa tu. Dosa..
D: Ceh! Dosa apanya! Orang lain pun tidak pakai tudung pun bukan dapat dosa!
Aku: Ya lah. Dosa tu bukannya ko nampak D. Itu hal dorang ngan iman dorang sendiri. Kita pun try lah elakkan dosa apa semua tu.
D: Alah. Itu semua untuk akhirat lah katakan. Tiada orang yang sudah mati yang datang balik bagitau kita pasal akhirat tu. Ada kah akhirat? Tahyul semua tu.
Aku: Astaghfirullah al adzhiim... Jadi dalam Al-Quran tu macammana? Sudah kena tulis sana segala-gala nya.
D: Al-Quran tu semua manusia yang tulis. Ikut suka hati sendiri.
Aku: Jadi mana manusia dapat segala ilmu-ilmu pengetahuan apa semua tu? Even saintis pun merujuk Al-Quran untuk research sekarang ni.
D: Al-Quran tu wahyu Allah. Manusia tulis berdasarkan wahyu dari Allah.
Aku: Yup betul tu.
D: Tapi ko percaya kah apa dorang tulis tu exactly yang kena bagi Allah?
Aku: Haish.
Oleh disebabkan aku malas mau bergaduh ngan D , bagus aku diam-diam jak.
Kalau bukan sebab hormat dengan D yang lagi tua dari aku, sudah lama aku berdebat berhabis. Takut macam hari tu aku tegur pastu teruk pula jadinya.. Sendiri mau ingat lah kalau gitu. Huhu~
Sedih pulak tengok ada orang macam ni.
Sedangkan hari tu sebok cakap "Daripada tengok orang menyanyi-nyanyi ni, bagus lagi kita tengok Tilawah Al-Quran. Ada lagi manfaatnya. "
Ingatkan insaf dah. Rupa-rupanya tambah jauh terpesong dia pegi..
Aku pun taktau macammana mau tegur orang ni.
Kalau tegur nanti kena cakap kurang ajar pulak.
Adat kita tak menggalakkan orang muda tegur orang yang tua.
Susah. Susah.
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