My Weird Morning Routine

I'd wake up, shower, pray, blah blah blah.

But that's not the weird part.

Nope.

I have a....uhm....an unusual way to go to class.

Every morning.

Some of you might now that I'm competitive for no reason at all.

I tend to be competitive at every chance I can get.

Eating the fastest, the cleanest, washing my clothes the fastest, spending the least in an outing with friends, etc.

Even the most petty things are a competition to me.

I don't know why, but it's fun!

Even if they don't know they're competing..

So, every morning going to lecture.

I'd pretend I'm in a race.

Yup.

That's probably the reason why I end up going to lecture sweaty and panting, catching my breath.

I wanna be there earlier than some people I'm with that time.

If I'm alone, I'd just race anyone from the same lecture.

Yup.

Even if I don't know them.

They'll be like walking normally in their normal pace,

and I'd be running like hell.

Going up the stairs, skipping one or two steps, 

stop for a while to pet the cat,

then go running again.

And when I reach the lecture hall,

I'd be happy to reach there the fastest.

Even if sometimes we're not headed the same way......

And just this morning, 

I was racing with this guy, going to the library.

I wanted to race him for the spot I usually sit in the library.

So, we both went in, put our bags down, then I ran.

Imagine someone actually RUNNING IN THE LIBRARY.

Imagine, ME, RUNNING.

LITERALLY RUNNING.

And the other guy was walking normally. Even stopped to look at some books on the way.

And guess what.

He wasn't even gonna sit in the library.

He wasn't even gonna study in the library.

He works here.

.......

At least I got my seat right? 

Darn. I should stop being so competitive in the wrong places at the wrong time.

Draining my energy and what not. 

Thanks for reading.

I know I haven't posted anything in quite a while now. hehe 

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What Happen?

I've been ignoring you my sweet sweet blog. 
Sorry. Didn't really feel like writing random things anymore. 
Haha


Actually I'm updating my blog coz I wanna find a reason to not do my homework.
Haha


Got too lazy these past few weeks.


"When are you gonna start getting serious again Zen?" - The Voice inside my head


"Let's start filling me up Zen" - My Oh So Awesome Tummy


"Come let's spend more time together" - My Seducing Mistress, the Bed



"It's time to stretch Zen. " - My Oh So Big Mouth


I have no more control of my body. Haha

Since I've been sleeping on and off my schedule. Some nights I'd skip sleep and sleep in the morning. Sometimes I'd sleep like I'll get unlimited food and ice creams in my dream and never ever have the need to wake up again. 

Yes I have a sleeping schedule. Like literally A SCHEDULE. It's in my book where nobody can find it. 

mwahaha 

Ok. It's time to get serious. I need my sleep. No. Not doing my homework tonight. I'll do it right before class. Yup. 

Kay. Sleep sleep time. 

Nite-nite dear blog~ 

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Let's Freakin Do This

I'm tired. 

I don't get much sleep.

I've lost and gain weight.

My stomach hurts.

And it feels like my head is about to crack open when I look at the tons of notes I need to read and re-read.

Ugh.

This is only Selanjar 2, and it's already tiring.

I just wanna go into exam hall tomorrow,

answer those darn question,

then go back.

Home.

Sabah.

I don't care.

What happens, happen.

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Holidays And More Blabber

Since holiday started about...uhm...three days ago,

I've accomplished a lot.

A LOT. (Sarcastic tone)

And ate almost nothing. 

==''''

Wait. I ate Koko Krunch, and some crackers.

And chocolates.

That IS something right?

And yea. Whatever stuff I got here, I'll eat.

So far, life's been GOOOD.

I guess.

A bit boring now that there's not much stuff going on around here since everybody (almost everybody) has left USM for the holiday.

The good thing is, the WiFi here is quite fast with less people going on and on on facebook.

And I can finally surf the Net and blog and go facebook-ing and tumblr again!!!!! 

:D

Ehem.

Over the past few months,

I've picked up reading novels again.

And NO not those romance stuffs.

Also not fiction.

I've acquired quite a taste for real life stories.

Nowhere To Run, The Kite Runner, Burned Alive and The Little Princes are some of the books I've borrowed from the library.

It kinda opened my eyes a little bit to things happening to other people,

and not be so absorbed to my teeny weeny problem and complain everyday thinking that my life sucks.

Well, I don't think my life sucks, 

I just think that I myself made my life sucks you know with all those negative thinking and blahblahblahblah.

You know. Girls. 

:P

Anyway, the books I read opened my eyes to more things I could have ever imagined a book would.

Since I was a kid, I enjoyed reading fictions. Those adventures kind of book. But these books, WOW. 

Honor killing, the Talibans, child trafficking in Nepal and all those things made me realize my true goals in life.

I want to be a doctor.

Yes. 

I do.

No more buzzing around the dung heap.

And I want to do good and not just have a huge-paying-job kinda job.

I want to get involved. 

I want to be in action.

Who knows, one day I might be in Africa volunteering to help get the people there some medical attention.

Who knows what life might take me after this.

All I know is, 

I've set a goal.

And I'm gonna work hard for it.

First thing first,

gotta finish my work and get on with studying!!

P/S: Tutti Frutti just opened in my area. I'm so gonna be broke. =='''

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