If Only I Could Wish For A Better Place

Don't anyone wishes that this place were better than it already are?

Don't you wish that there are no war?

That the world has achieved what the beauty pageant's people used to say "World Peace"?

Don't you wish for a better tomorrow?

Where there are always food on the table.

Where there are always water provided for our daily use.

Where there are children playing in the playground, outdoors like they used to ages ago and not get in harm's way?

Where kids act like kids and have fun like they usually do instead of growing up to fast?

Where children would always listen to what their parents tells them to do and never make them sad?

Where parents makes wonderful jobs nurturing, caring and educating their children that they grew up to be better people? Better leaders?

Where our leaders nowadays care for the people more than their own selves?

Where the leaders nowadays help his people like he helps himself and his family?

Where there are no corrupted people?

Where there are no crime or the crime rate has miraculously decreased?

Where the people would work hard to serve not only for themselves, but also for their religion, their race, their country. As the saying goes "Agama, Jiwa dan Bangsa."

Where people would help each other and not turn the blind eye for the needy?

Where the people would work together to solve problems?

Where freedom of speech is still FREEDOM?

Don't we all wish that life is so much easier?

Where all our problems would fly away easily and the need to face it is no longer viable.

Where things would go our way and not screw up every now and then?

Where help comes just in the nick of time to save our butt?

Well I do.

But sometimes when things get in our way,

we can't just wish it away.

And write it in a blog, hoping that it'll all come true.

We can only pray...and hope for the best.

Yes life is a pain in the butt sometimes.

And people just don't seem to get it.

And the world is stressing us out.

But that is part of what we have to face in our borrowed life here.

We cannot stop praying,

and hoping that everything would get better.

And not only pray.

We need to get in action too.

Do something.

Anything.

Rather than just watch the world crush into pieces from the walls and comfort of our own home.

Help.

Donate.

Get in action.

Live life to the fullest.

Who knows?

Maybe we ARE destined for greatness.

Pic from Google Images.

=]

What Have I Turn Into?

If U guys could find some of my earliest entries...
U'd find that I use to write about things not-so-related to my everyday life.


Because at first my intention to start a blog was to tell people what I think about things and such.
But lately..
It has becoming boring...
About my boring life...
Haih..


Where has that passion for writing gone to?

Perempuan Yang Aku Rasa Hot

I'm not a lesbo. I'm straight. Ni pendapat aku jak lah. From a woman's point of view. Lalala~

1. Hana Tajima Simpson

Apasal dia nombor satu? Apasal nama dia pelik? Diam. Aku tidak susun ikut rating. Aku main hentam letak jak. Haha.

Siapa?  Baca ni. Malas mau tulis panjang-panjang. 


Kenapa? Suka tengok. Muka suci-suci gitu. Comel. Ada muka orang Jepun, muka orang British..(She's mix Japanese + British) Pastu ada muka macam kawan aku.... Sangat-sangat serupa! Hmm... sikit ja lah.... 
Pastu dia muslim. And dia suka berfesyen. Dan tak tutup aurat dengan betul........................ Tapi dia Muslim. And aku suka tengok dia. Cukup lah alasan tu. Ngehehehe~~


Uhm.. Ya.. Hmm.. Dia menjadi ikon fesyen di Malaysia. Kalau berjalan-jalan di bandar tu nampak lah ramai pengikut Cik Hana Tajima ni. Semua ikut style dia. Tudung selit sana, selit situ, selit ke belakang, ke depan, ke tengah (eh?). 

Adakah aku akan ikut fesyen bertudung macam dia ni?


NOPE. Kenapa?
Aku malas. Dahlah malas urus tudung, ni pula banyak kerja nak buat. Lagipun aku tak pandai pakai tudung camneh. And aku akan nampak pelik. Mwahaha~

2. Emma Watson

Siapa kata dia tidak hot? Aku tampar kang. 


Siapa? Siapa tidak kenal Emma Watson? The girl we watched grew up in front of our very eyes (metaphorically speaking).  The girl who played Hermione Granger in the Harry Potter series. Alah. Yang muggle tu. Yang pandai gila tu. Masih tidak kenal? Ceh. Blah lah lu. *frust

Kenapa? Aku suka dia sebab dia tidaklah banyak betul skandal dan buat hal semua benda tu. Terjaga orang dia. (ya ka? Bukan ada keluar gambar bogel dia di internet ka?) 
Ehem. Walaupun dia pandai berlakon dan banyak buat duit, tapi dia tidak sia-siakan pelajaran dia. Bukan macam beberapa artis di sana tu. As long as the money keeps coming, there's no need to study. 

3. Norah Jones
Siapa? Penyanyi Jazz yang paling aku suka dengar. 
Mak aku kata (aku malas rujuk Wikipedia.) Norah Jones ni mix Indian ngan American. Bapa dia suka menyanyi dan buat muzik, jadi dia pun ikut lah macam bapa dia. Mwahahaha

Kenapa? A calm and soothing voice of hers makes me sleep feel better each and every time I hear her sing. Lagu dia pun best-best. Pastu cantik lagi orang dia. And lagi satu, orang ni bukan jenis suka heboh-hebohkan diri dia. Always remain in the dark. Macam aku. *perasan

4. Hailey Williams
Siapa? Lead vocalist dalam Paramore. Suara power. Rambut merah. Nuff said baca jak ni. 

Kenapa? Suara dia best. Rock. And she does not care about the Hype. She does her own things. Ok lah kan? 

5. Amy lee
Siapa? Lead vocalist Evanescence. Tak kenal? Baca ni. (Kemalasan melanda.......)

Kenapa? Sama seperti Hayley Williams, suara Amy Lee pun mantap! Beza dia Hayley suara rock, Amy Lee pula macam....Soul sikit...Dark sikit....metal sikit.... Entah aku pun taktau beza kan suara based on genre ni. Main hentam ja. Yang aku tau suara dorang bukan calang-calang suara. Ce dengar sendiri. Bezakan. :)

6. Demi Lovato
Siapa? Perempuan yang feymes dengan Jonas Brothers yang tiba-tiba kurang popular tu. Pelakon utama Camp Rock. Penyanyi yang sangat-sangat.....best suara. She just got out of Rehab not for drugs addiction, but because of some weight issues if I'm not mistaken. 

Kenapa? Again. Walaupun gambar tak senonoh dia pernah di upload ke internet, but I'm sure she was just playing around with her friends-who-can't-seem-to-keep-some-private-photos-to-themselves and she was just being playful. Perempuan. Biasalah. She made that ONE mistake. Overall she's ok. She's nice. At least she doesn't wear revealing clothes and starts writing songs about not being able to be tamed what not. *referring to Miley. Ehem2..

7. Oh Land
Siapa? The coolest woman I've ever met. (Metaphorically speaking okeh) Baca ni dari Wikipedia yang tidak banyak info. Baca ni untuk info lagi mendalam. (I don't like my Bahasa Melayu writing........it's weird....)

Kenapa? She sings GREAT, she writes MARVELOUS songs, and she dances LIKE NOTHING IN THE WORLD CAN STOP HER. Haha. Aku mula tertarik (I'm no lesbo) dengan dia bila first-first tengok video ni. Pelik semacam ja tarian dia. Tapi menarik. Kan? Kan? Kan?
Lagi satu. She doesn't care about the hype. She does her own thing jugak. Pastu setakat ni aku tak pernah dengar apa-apa skandal or kontroversi ala-ala Britney gitu. 

8. Camille Belle
Siapa? Pernah tengok 10,000 BC? When A Stranger Calls? She's an actress. And yea she does em acting that good. Who would ever thought prehistoric people would look that beautiful and worth looking at. Lalala~

Kenapa? Dia comel. Aku suka. Lagipun my taste for women is almost the same as my brother. Weird? I think not. (I'm STILL no lesbo)


9. Nicki Minaj
Siapa? Perempuan berbadan kecik tapi besar (if U know what I mean) yang gila macam Lady Gaga jugak. Bezanya Nicki Minaj ni comel and Lady Gaga is just....plain freaky.. U guys might know her as the black girl (am I being racist? =(   ) that has pink hair. Yes, PINK hair.

Kenapa? Aku suka suara dia dan dengar lagu dia. (Tapi aku geli tengok music video dia....)

Dengar jak.. Xyah cari music video dia... tambah dosa lak nanti bulan Ramadhan ni. =p

10. Clara C
Siapa? An Asian (Korean to be exact) Youtube sensation yang semakin popular sebab bijak mengendalikan alat-alat muzik dengan berjayanya. (Hahaha bahasa melayu FAIL)

Kenapa? A true musician. Comel. Ok dia pandai main alat-alat muzik. Piano, violin, xylophone, gitar, drum, semuanya!
Pastu dia pandai buat cover lagu artis-artis lain tapi bukan macam lagu original. Faham ka?
And she's no poser. 

11. Jocelyn Wildenstein (hehe...)
Siapa? Perempuan paling feymes sebab muka dia sampai diberi gelaran 'Bride of Frankenstein'. 

Kenapa? Aku rasa dia ni sebenarnya sangat-sangat in love dengan hubby dia. Sanggup go under the knife sebab takut suami dia lari dengan betina perempuan lain. Tapi dia silap konsep sebenarnya. Dia ubah muka pulak. Bukan ubah perangai ka apa. 
But I salute her willingness to change for the man she loves. Walaupun perbuatan tu agak kurang bijak................but still. 


Baca ni. 




Ok! Done! 


Picture credits to Google Images. Vids, well, Youtube of course! 

Let's Do Good This Ramadhan!

Assalamualaikum readers.

How was Ur iftar meal last night?
I bet the dishes were plenty right?

I bet the whole dining table must be full with lots of foods.
Sate, Rojak, Nasi Briyani, Ayam Madu Bakar, Ikan bakar, Ayam kepsi, Nasi Kerabu (sob sob),
If not, at least there must be foods on the table right?

Right after Athan,
It's not out of the norm to indulge Urself into all of those making a very-very full if not BLOATED stomach that sometimes people tend to procastinate especially for Maghrib prayers.
I know.
I've been there.

Then sometimes,
after we are full,
there must be some left-overs right?
What do U guys actually do with the left-overs?
Eat it later?
Eat it for Suhoor?

Or just put it in the Freezer hoping U'll remember to heat it up during Suhoor but later forget its existence....

Sayangnya...

Ehem.
Get to the point Zen.

Well, how would U like to do some good this Ramadhan?
Let's feed the fasting in some of the world's poorest countries!
I mean,
we don't have to go all the way there,
just simply DONATE!

Kesian kan saudara-saudara kita di sana tak makan macam kita.
Kita setiap hari ada ja makanan..
Diorang pulak berbuka pun belum tentu ada sebutir nasi pun di atas pinggan..

So, what are U waiting for?~!


Donate online here.

I love Paypal. =]

Jom Buat Kad Raya!

Assalamualaikum guys. (and Jard)

Semua ni berpunca dari kawan aku sorang tu.
Aku perli dia sebenarnya pasal benda ni..

Perli punya perli,
oleh sebab terlampau 'rajin',
last-last aku kata aku lak akan bagi dia kad raya.

Handmade lagi tu!

Lama dah tak buat kad sendiri...
Dulu pun main-main ngan kertas warna jak.
Ngan newspaper lama..
Magazine lama kakak aku.
Gunting-gunting pastu gam kat kad tu.
Pastu siap.

Sekarang.
Mau lukis lak..
Ngehehe~~

Tengoklah kalau rajin..

Pastu Isnin ni pos terus pegi Papar InsyaAllah.

Terjanji lak ngan kawan di Kuching jugak.

So I'll be making two Raya cards.

Only two days to make it.
Sempat tu~
Senang. *wink wink

But got no ideas.

Help?

A Justin Bieber-like Voice, A Cramped Hand and Loony Smile Day

Assalamualaikum guys. (Its the Ramadhan. Sekali sekala. ;p)

I woke up today having a really REALLY sore throat.

I thought I had recovered from it yesterday but I was soo wrong.

Swallowing my spit was difficult.

But I managed though.

I even sang out loud to the songs in Youtube.

Did you guys know they have karaoke version of any of the songs you like there?

Cool huh?

In the end, 

I sound like Justin Bieber going to puberty....In a not-so-awesome way.

Even my mom claims that I have a sexy voice right now.

O yea mom. It takes one to know one. *wink wink

To spend my hectic day of nothingness,

I started drawing again.

I'm not much of an artist in these field,

but I kinda wanted to just, D.R.A.W.

Anything.

First I would scribble on things...

Then my drawing started to take their form..

From dust to trash to foods to animals then to faeces faces.

Then I started searching in the Net for some 'inspirations'.

Please tilt your head to the right to view. Click for a larger image.

I don't know why it's rotated clockwise....

I don't know how to fix it.

I still don't like drawing the whole figure.....

I also smiled like a lunatic all day today.

Darn lips.

Aku Menggila Keranamu

Another useless rant. 

Darn.

Once I start,

It's soo hard to stop.

I can't stop..

I feel like I wanna do it again and again and again.

This is all Ur fault Beb!!

(Beb is actually my little sister. That's what we call her.. ngeheheeh)

Kenapa lah kau paksa aku buat Chocolate Chips Cookies hari tu?

Now I'm thinking of making more~

I wanna make crepes..

I wanna make brownies..

I wanna make scones..

Pancakes...

Waffles..

Muffins..

Cupcakes...

All those things!

Argh!!

Takpa...takpa...

Aku buat, aku tak makan juga.

Ada pelanggan setia aku yang makan..

Adik-adik aku.

Miahahaha~

Takpa lah. Yang penting aku happy!!

Dan makanan habes. Hoho~

*Dalam mood mau buat cupcakes ngan pizza ari ni... Miahahaha~

Mengidam paratha Hot & Roll pula........

huhu~

*Images credit to Google Images

Tergelak Sendiri

Siapa sangka aku sangat-sangat ber'feeling' dulu.

Ish ish ish..

Siapa sini tau aku ada blog lain lagi?

Haha!

Tapi bukan blogger.

Wordpress pun ada jugak.. tapi aku lupa password dia..

Tapi blog yang aku cakap sekarang ni lain.

Miahaha~~

Tujuan aku buat blog tu untuk aku tulis semua 'feeling-feeling' ntah apa dalam tu.

Tadi aku baca balik.

Tergelak berguling-guling aku.

Marah ada.

Sedih ada.

Gembira ada.

GILA pun ada.

Aiyaa.

Kalau lah orang tau aku ada blog tu.

Kalaulah orang baca blog aku yang satu tu...

Sah aku akan MALU seumur hidup..

Jihad Terbesar Ialah Menahan Nafsu

Khas Untuk Daus

Nah.

Ambik ko.

Ko register jak di link ni. *wink wink

Nanti pandai-pandai lah ko tukar bahasa dia.

Dalam Chinese ni kalau tak silap.

Register now and then you can start earning money!

YES,

MONEY.

*promote sakan

=p

First Time Using Paypal

Yes, 

I know.

I'm a noob.

My sis Jard told me to do these a long time ago.

I just finally got the time and...enough boredom to do this.

And they are paying me for it!

What's not to love?

Hahaha

Anyway,

I got my first pay via Paypal!!

Click For Larger View 

I know it's a bit sikit now..

But, little little later will become hill. (Yes, bad direct translation guys. I know.)

Yeay~~

I think I just got a part-time money earning job.

Enough to pay for my obsessions for ice creams.  

I hope.... *fingers crossed

Mendakap Ramadhan Yang Penuh Keberkatan

Ni peringatan terhadap diri aku sendiri. =]

InsyaAllah, aku akan....


1. Kurang-kurangkan buat dosa. Aku banyak buat dosa ka? Wallahu A'lam.


2. Banyakkan buat amal ibadah InsyaAllah. How? Pandai-pandai lah aku buat. He.he.he...


3. Maintain my productiveness even when fasting. Tidak mau menjadikan alasan tidak cukup tenaga tu untuk tiket jadi malas. 


4. Rajinkan sahur dan kejutkan famili untuk sahur sama-sama. Aku mengaku lama-kelamaan kami malas bangun sahur mau prepare makanan. Siapa yang mau bangun sahur, masak sendiri. Moto mak aku. Hahaha


5. Cuba cari pahala. Macammana? Entah. Bersedekah? Alah senyum pun sedekah kan? Aku banyakkan senyum ngan orang lah..... Lalala~


6. Kontrol pemakanan famili. Ye lah. Kalau bulan puasa ni, mesti ada yang macam mengidam pulak mau makan itu ini, pastu bila dah berbuka, tak makan habis lak. Pembaziran wooo~ So, I'll help be my mom's financial advisor. Sambil-sambil tu dapat suruh mak simpan duit untuk beli laptop baru aku. Ngeee~


Rasanya tu ja aku dapat fikir untuk buat.


Kamu pulak macammana?


Jom sama-sama fully utilize Ramadhan yang penuh keberkatan ni!!


Bukan selalu dapat puasa sebulan ngan famili di rumah kan? =]


Happy fasting everybody!


P/S: Kak aku Jard janji nak bagi RM100 bagi yang puasa full. Memang tipis peluang aku nak dapat tu, sebab aku perempuan! Faham-faham ja la. =P

Pics credit to Google Images. 

It is not mine.

Wordless Wednesday #3

Blog Challenge: Week 4 (25th-31st July)

Here, the last challenge thingy.
I promise this is the last of it.
Kind of a relief to finally finish it~
K, let's start!


Write 5 moments that you think you will never forget.


1. The moment when my dad said 'I'm proud of you.' after I got my SPM result in 2009.


2. The moment when I got my first camera phone in 2007. Form 4. It was my dad's company's phone, but he gave it to me since he already has a PDA. :P


3. That day when I made a decision at 26th November 2010. Not regretting it. Nuh uh.


4. Spending time with the manuks. Either messing around in the DK, or going around town looking for a place to hang or simply going for a ride. 


5. All family members are in one house and just having fun like we all used to a few years back when we were just kids. Ah~ Those were the days. 


Tiba-tiba rasa noltagia betul pula. Cett...




 Write 5 things you wished to have for a long time but still not have it.


1. Mini Zoo. I love animals. So I used to tease my mom into making one in our own backyard. (or front yard. Coz our front yard is much bigger than the back. =p) I wanted all kinds of cute and fluffy animals. Rabbits, puppies, cats, sheeps and so on. 


2. Swimming pool. Well.. Uhm.. we do have our own swimming pool right there in front of our house. It's more of just a POOL without the swimming. It's small. So my dad turn it into a fish pond. Ah~ Missed those days where we would fill it with water, jump in, and pretended to swim even though it's just knee-length.


3. Any Apple product I guess? Just to get a taste of it. I wanna know why it's soo cool. Just give me an iPod, and I'll be happy. Hahaha


4. My own driving license. I wanted to take it since 2008. But since one problem grow then another, I just can't seem to apply for my license. I know I can't drive yet. But it doesn't mean I can't learn right?


5. Mini Library. I tried making my own from the large collections of books in my house. But, my collections were never enough. It's full of books that I WON'T EVER EVER read. From my mom's Romance novels to my dad's college books and my big sis's big thick books, I don't think I'd even open those kinds of books even if they were the last books in...uhm...my house. If they were the last on Earth and I have no other source of entertainment. then I'd READ them. Haha




Write 5 things that people ever said to you and somehow made you think.
Some are quite harsh, I know, but it definitely made me think. =D




1. 'Ko ni tiada pendirian langsung!' 




2. "Nama jak pandai, tapi berfikir macam palui."




3. "U don't get it. And U still won't get it. Sendiri mau ingat. Get that?" 




4. "Even Dr. Mahathir failed once in his studies. We're just humans. People fail all the time. The differences are whether they are willing to stand back up after falling down." Thanks Mom. :)




5. "Zen ni memang tiada feeling lah. Robot. Scene sedih bukan ko menangis, ketawa pula. Tengok benda jijik-jijik pun boleh-boleh ko kata kiut. Pelik lah ko ni Zen."






Last line tu aku taktau apa mau tulis sudah. Malas mau fikir. Banyak sebenarnya. Tapi tak ingat. Hahahah


Ok. I'm done with this challenge thingy! Had fun doing it though! Next time mau buat challenge gak lah. Mau buat yang best-best jugak. Hahaha

A Suicide Note

To whom it may concern,


I do not have the courage to live anymore. I don't think anyone wants me anymore. The pain and suffering is beginning to become unbearable for me. Everyday I lived looking at the empty space. Dark. Pointless. Nothing to make me want to go on with my life. I've been stuck in an empty cupboard. Large, but I'm alone. The only person I love and had once loved me, no longer cares for me. I long for her to come and reach out for me, but I realize now that that will never happen. Therefore, I decided to leave this beautiful world that I have grown to love. I want to live, I do. But I don't think there's any point in living anymore. I'm sorry. I hope with my passing, everyone can live a better life. 


I leave my bow tie to my one and only love.


Yours Truly, 
Teddy. 

A note I found on my desk. 

Bila Berdebat Dengan Orang Yang Tidak Percaya

D: Jom pegi kedai!! 

Aku: Alah malas lah mau pegi kedai ni.

D: Palui bukan ko berjalan kaki juga pegi sana! Aku drive bah!

Aku: Iya lah.. Aku malas mau get ready... Pakai tudung apa semua tu..

D: Tidak payahlah pakai tudung! Pegi jak macam tu!

Aku: Eeee tak boleh D, dosa tu. Dosa..

D: Ceh! Dosa apanya! Orang lain pun tidak pakai tudung pun bukan dapat dosa!

Aku: Ya lah. Dosa tu bukannya ko nampak D. Itu hal dorang ngan iman dorang sendiri. Kita pun try lah elakkan dosa apa semua tu.

D: Alah. Itu semua untuk akhirat lah katakan. Tiada orang yang sudah mati yang datang balik bagitau kita pasal akhirat tu. Ada kah akhirat? Tahyul semua tu.

Aku: Astaghfirullah al adzhiim... Jadi dalam Al-Quran tu macammana? Sudah kena tulis sana segala-gala nya. 

D: Al-Quran tu semua manusia yang tulis. Ikut suka hati sendiri. 

Aku: Jadi mana manusia dapat segala ilmu-ilmu pengetahuan apa semua tu? Even saintis pun merujuk Al-Quran untuk research sekarang ni.

D: Al-Quran tu wahyu Allah. Manusia tulis berdasarkan wahyu dari Allah. 

Aku: Yup betul tu.

D: Tapi ko percaya kah apa dorang tulis tu exactly yang kena bagi Allah? 

Aku: Haish.

Oleh disebabkan aku malas mau bergaduh ngan D , bagus aku diam-diam jak. 

Kalau bukan sebab hormat dengan D yang lagi tua dari aku, sudah lama aku berdebat berhabis. Takut macam hari tu aku tegur pastu teruk pula jadinya..  Sendiri mau ingat lah kalau gitu. Huhu~ 

Sedih pulak tengok ada orang macam ni.

Sedangkan hari tu sebok cakap "Daripada tengok orang menyanyi-nyanyi ni, bagus lagi kita tengok Tilawah Al-Quran. Ada lagi manfaatnya. "

Ingatkan insaf dah. Rupa-rupanya tambah jauh terpesong dia pegi..

Aku pun taktau macammana mau tegur orang ni. 

Kalau tegur nanti kena cakap kurang ajar pulak. 

Adat kita tak menggalakkan orang muda tegur orang yang tua. 

Susah. Susah.